Damn! I made a major screw up at work. I really feel bad about it. My boss was trying to cheer me up and not actually blaming my team. Bugs do happen, and we are extremely undermanned it is a miracle we are keeping the system alive. But, it is still my responsibility that things like this should not happen. Maybe my boss is right, we are really spread too thin. But as the leader of this team, I really feel bad. We didn’t really lose much in monetary terms, but there are things that are hard to recover aside from money, and it is giving some of my officemates a hard time. I’m really glad that all of them are supportive. Now that I think about it, I really do feel bad, but the amount of support I got from them is enough. I will try my best that this does not happen again. It may mean I’ll be working my ass off harder, although I’ve been doing that for quite a long time now. The things I would do for this company, if it really wasn’t for the friends I have here, I would have given up a long time ago T__T
