I guess so, it should be. I have to convince myself. That place used to be so much fun. Now, I really don’t know. But you’ve felt like this so many times already. And then it will just go away. I don’t know, maybe I’m just tired, emotions are high or something like that. But in truth, how long can you keep this up? There are a lot of times that I am itching to leave that place. But you are still blessed right? So many out there with lesser luck. So many out there who gets less, while putting in the same amount of effort, or maybe more. But then again, you are still human right? I’m sure it’s ok if I feel like this sometimes. I still have friends there, but the ones that goes with me to the frontlines are all gone. Casualties of war. Should you just lay down and die too? Nah, I’m just emotional today. But giving up is so much easier, and so much less stressful. Are you more serious this time? I think I am. How do you do it? Will they get angry? Dunno. Nah, this is just a phase, it will pass. Do you want it to pass? Why do you keep on confusing yourself? Dunno, let’s just do it I guess. No more turning back.
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