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disaster in the making

Browsing Posts published in March, 2010

Estranged

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I was kinda surfing randomly, looking for videos/music that might help ease my headache when I stumbled upon this video. It’s a song by Guns n’ Roses called Estranged. One of my favorites from that band, and up to now when I listen to it, I still am mesmerized by how the melody simply rocks.

Enjoy!

screw up

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Damn! I made a major screw up at work. I really feel bad about it. My boss was trying to cheer me up and not actually blaming my team. Bugs do happen, and we are extremely undermanned it is a miracle we are keeping the system alive. But, it is still my responsibility that things like this should not happen. Maybe my boss is right, we are really spread too thin. But as the leader of this team, I really feel bad. We didn’t really lose much in monetary terms, but there are things that are hard to recover aside from money, and it is giving some of my officemates a hard time. I’m really glad that all of them are supportive. Now that I think about it, I really do feel bad, but the amount of support I got from them is enough. I will try my best that this does not happen again. It may mean I’ll be working my ass off harder, although I’ve been doing that for quite a long time now. The things I would do for this company, if it really wasn’t for the friends I have here, I would have given up a long time ago T__T

Gems

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I saw this kid perform in Pilipinas Got Talent and I was really surprised. He’s got a very strong voice and it’s remarkable that you won’t really expect it from him.

Jovit

And then there is this guy from American Idol who also wowed me. That is why I love spending my time with family during the weekends, I get to sit back and watch shows with them. Here is another one I was talking about.

Andrew

the grass is greener…

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I guess so, it should be. I have to convince myself. That place used to be so much fun. Now, I really don’t know. But you’ve felt like this so many times already. And then it will just go away. I don’t know, maybe I’m just tired, emotions are high or something like that. But in truth, how long can you keep this up? There are a lot of times that I am itching to leave that place. But you are still blessed right? So many out there with lesser luck. So many out there who gets less, while putting in the same amount of effort, or maybe more. But then again, you are still human right? I’m sure it’s ok if I feel like this sometimes. I still have friends there, but the ones that goes with me to the frontlines are all gone. Casualties of war. Should you just lay down and die too? Nah, I’m just emotional today. But giving up is so much easier, and so much less stressful. Are you more serious this time? I think I am. How do you do it? Will they get angry? Dunno. Nah, this is just a phase, it will pass. Do you want it to pass? Why do you keep on confusing yourself? Dunno, let’s just do it I guess. No more turning back.

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